Orally disintegrating??
I prefer "dissolves in mouth".
Not that you care, but I have accumulated almost $9 from my Walmart Savings Catcher app.
And I have a check for about $20 coming from ebates.
Woo hoo! :)
I look at this girl and I'm in awe. Mostly because I don't understand her.
Sarah and Jack (I'll do posts on them later) are so much like me. I wear their insecurities as my own because they were mine at their ages. They internalize and over-analyze. Especially Jack. They are in their own heads so much. I get it.
But Caroline is fearless. She has always loved animals and will feed a horse from the palm of her hand. She jumps on the trampoline higher than any five year old I know, probably higher than I did when I was in high school.
I cried at her first kindergarten school conference. I never realized how much guilt I felt about being in grad school and working when she was in preschool. When I got the news that she's on grade level and content to only do the minimum amount of work so that she can go back to socializing, I thought I failed her. The other kids are highly academically competitive. She's not. It must be my fault!
But I'm writing this as she's doing flips on the trampoline. Flips! No one taught her. She just thought it'd be fun to have her feet fly over her head.
I don't get it.
She's the person I had no idea how to be as a kid. She's confident and coordinated. She's social. She's never met a stranger.
I'm not sure if the athletes and the cheerleaders of the world wished they had worked harder in school. But I wished I had been them. Confident. Fun. A crowd pleaser. That's my Caroline.
While I know she comes with her unique challenges, I am so grateful to parent the child I wasn't. I'm also grateful that her older siblings are enough like me that they'll help keep her in line. :)
Caroline Grace, I love you and can't wait to see how much you'll teach me! But go easy on me!!!!