OK, I consider myself a fairly patient person. I can roll with the punches to a certain extent. But anyone who knows me well knows that I have been a little depressed... a little "off"... for the last 6 weeks or so. I've been trying to pinpoint why I've been so nuts.
I knew the remodel would be stressful. But then, to add insult to injury, about 10 days ago, we discovered a mildew smell in our master closet and guest bedroom/office. Long story short, our carpets had become saturated when a steady rain had apparently leaked into our home. Blackmon Mooring came out, emptied our closet and office, ripped up our carpet and placed between 4 and 6 fans and 2 dehumidifiers in our rooms.
A few days ago, it hit me... I know why I'm going crazy... I looked around and this is what I saw...

One side of my bedroom with Jack's crib and part of our master closet scattered around. If you don't know this about me, you should know that I don't enjoy sharing a room with kids. It's just a thing with me. Never been one for the "family bed" idea. Everybody needs a little space. So that alone was challenging. But all the stuff around the crib just about sent me over the edge. I don't know if you can see it, but there's a guitar against the wall. Who knew Jason played??

This is the other side of my bedroom. Clearly clothes hampers, a trunk (don't know why that's in our closet... I think it may have ski clothes in it or something.) You really find a lot of junk when you start emptying out closets.

This is what Jason piled on our bed as he emptied the guest bedroom. This stuff was shifted just enough so that I could climb in and sleep.

Our living room full of office furniture

Our dining room, adjacent to our messy living room, that has all of our upstairs furniture.
Here's what I've discovered about myself: I can't live like this. I can't live in this mess with 2 toddlers and the sawing and the banging and the sawdust that seems to settle on every piece of furniture I own. It took 2 meltdowns and a panic attack at 2 a.m. for me to realize that I'm not as laid back as I pretend to be. :) (BTW, I'm kidding...I'm very aware I'm not a laid back person.)
But there's a light at the end of the tunnel... I can see it. Tomorrow... Lord-willing... fingers crossed... this will all be over and my remodel 2009 will be complete. Hooray! :)